Updated: Sep 10, 2023
I'm supposed to understand and know
To repeat and regurgitateÂ
While pretending I have ideas of my own.Â
I'm meant to do this and then that
But never this and than that.Â
I need to listen and understand, act quickly, make decisions, feel confident, show it off,
Be happy
But not too happy.Â
Maybe I should just be me.Â
And well maybe we should each sit in the corner and think long and hard.Â
I used to love reading the NYC Craigslist Missed Connections. I am an anthropologist after all. I love that these blurbs of a moment are the beginnings of a story. You were wearing black cut off's and
On a day like today A point in the cycle Balance of light and dark A moment of reflection For gratitude and gathering My existence feels unfair A stark reminder control is an illusion There is no karm
Sometimes consistency doesn't work. We forget that the routines we build are arbitrary and abstract. I've spent months on end working out every morning, engaging in hobbies, putting away the laundry.